A Car for Myself

Yesterday, my family went to a car dealer shop of where we got our first car in order to get a car of my own. I am so quite so excited about it and eager to see if what they have in store. Although, we had seen few items they have in used cars but to see it and test drive it was a good and first thing to do if getting a new car. So, we drove there and my husband test drives the car I really wanted. It’s a 1999 Buick Regal, it was nice in the picture yet when my husband we’re done test driving it, he wasn’t so sure about it. Then, the dealer offered a second car which for me is not really my type. So, we ended up not getting one.

During this time, it is really hard to find a used car that is in good condition, even the old models are expensive or the ones that are way less than $4000. If we could just get another car for financing but now we can’t afford it yet. We actually decided to buy me a car instead of leasing or financing it. That way it’s cheaper and we don’t need more bills this time. But, we can’t afford to do it right now unless I will get myself a job.  I wish someday, I could find the right one.

Now, I’m quite sad, I don’t know if we could get a new car or not. I really need a car of my own in order to do errands any time I want to without waiting for hubby to get home, before I could do what I needed to do. I know God will provide but during this time, I feel so hopeless. I don’t know now, maybe I need to find a job first, a real job that pays more so I could get a new car for myself.

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